Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.

1. I like doing these things, at the moment. Probably because whenever I try to give myself time to focus on me, people interrupt. This is a fuck you.

2. I hate it when people smoke around me. It's dirty, nasty, and very much rude.

3. I am very self conscious, to a point where I believe that even my closest, most trusted friends talk about me and feel shame towards me behind my back.

4. I'm not having children. Ever. Not that I don't like sprogs, but I'm a very selfish person, and I don't think I'd be good at giving up everything for it/them.

5. I like the word sprog. Hee.

6. I talked Zack into moving to Germany with me.

7. I'm moving to Germany. Surprise.

8. I have no idea how to play the piano, but I tap my fingers with the music when I have my headphones on, which has led to some miscommunication.

9. I'm disenchanted with anime and manga. Still like it. Just not as much, and I'm not as inclined to get into any new series any time soon.

10. I'm scared of heights, but I'm even MORE scared of going up and down in a circle at high speeds.

11. I've cracked glass screaming before. I'm a fucking soprano. Woot.

12. I hate my eyebrows, and the skin around my eyes. Badly. BADLY.

13. I was scared of this happening. It did anyway. [link]

14. My neck is an... incredibly sensitive place. Don't tickle it, don't pinch at it, or I will probably cry. In gasming joy.

15. This is my new favourite song. Really. [link] . No, wait. It's this. [link]

16. I cried when my mom told me that two panic! members just kind of left. I cried harder when I found out that it didn't stop them from continuing their tour. Urgh.

17. I still wear the shirt I got from volunteering at CoSi a few years back. It has several big holes in it. I don't care. It's fucking COMFY. And it's not even in the worst condition, out of all of my clothes.

18. I've never really dated anyone I found particularly attractive. Probably because of my goddamned standards.

19. My dad says that I have more of a chance with that guy than her, simply because I don't have as many issues to get past. I say he's bullshitting.

20. Here's my absolute ideal date situation - Both playing videogames, while keeping eachother company. But with cuddling. Lots and lots of cuddling. Because watching eachother eat is kind of nasty, and watching a movie is kind of impersonal. I don't even care that it's not too different from my idea of hanging out. Unf.

21. I have the inability to read any kind of situation. I lie. It's usually just the romantic ones that stump me bad. Which probably has something to do with my general inexperience with romance, despite being a hopeless romantic. Or maybe that just adds to it. Guh.

22. I'm neither beautiful or hideous. I'm a freaking combination of both, made worse only by the fact that I'm aware of my own horrible existence.

23. People wonder if he comes over to drink. No. Not usually. Why is everyone assuming I'm a fucking alcoholic because I've got the stuff in my house? Is it because I understand different kinds of alcohol, and how to make them? Just knowing how to make it, and having the results rotting in my house make me addicted? Really?

24. I've been at the same weight for about three or four years now. It occasionally goes up, sometimes goes down. But it always promptly comes back or goes away. I'm sick and fucking tired of it. Even if it is my own fault. Am I not allowed to bitch about it?

25. I'm going to hate myself for making this in... I'll say a weeks time, give or take. At which point, I'll make a random new journal, or maybe another one of these. Such a vicious circle. Will I ever learn?